Tuesday, November 15, 2011

I’m getting increasingly annoyed by people who ask me about my future plans (or) try to give me advice about what I should do (the list includes my family too). Mainly because, I haven’t planned anything and don’t intend to either. I would like it to be that way. Waiting for the unexpected ….

Also, I still don’t know where ‘HOME’ is. Or rather, don’t know which place I’d like to call home. I am craving for a nice vacation ! No, I don’t mean the stressful-at-times-but-vacation-most-of-the-times, sort of a thing that am doing right now. I need, a vacation, where I’m just by myself for at least 2 weeks, in an unknown place, surrounded by people who don’t speak any language that I understand. Into the unknown, soul searching, some adventure, crazy, weird, adrenaline rush, rejuvenation !!

Wednesday, June 1, 2011

Crohn's Survivor...

I was diagnosed with Crohn's Disease in October 2010. Life hasn't been great, but I survived. And if I have to stay here in Haflong. The only bright spot is my loving mother and beautiful weather.I'm unemployed since one year.I remember saying that I can go anywhere in the metro city and probably get a job within 3 days since IT is such a strong field. Perhaps this is God telling me not to be so smarmy and confident. Well, He doesn't have to worry about that anymore!! I feel utterly useless without employment, something to validate my worth as a person.I'm deathly afraid of being told I'm not fit enough to work full time, let alone night shifts. Then mom also tells me that she'd like me not to have to work full-time.

Yes, at times I really miss being employed,the bustle of the daily commute, being productive, eating butter chicken for lunch( more dinner like )since I mostly worked night ant social interactions with colleagues.

I guess I need to "let go" of the anger and frustration that comes from losing one's career.
Enough said for now. Later..

Tuesday, May 31, 2011

I've always said that this blog would reflect my life...and where I am at the time I am writing it. I started of just writing bout things that happened in my regular life or something that interested me...say coffee. LOL! What makes me happy ? Inexplicably happy...not talking about big costly things but moments that make me say.."Awww".

A nice evening with a group of friends at Barista, a great conversation. A funny thought..something that strikes your funny bone and you laugh and laugh till your stomach hurts. The smile of a little child! Most kids smile a lot and that suddenly brightens her day and mine of course.I miss my friend, Abha.

Tuesday, March 15, 2011

Wow!

I'm in Guwhati,trying to keep up and establishing new connections in this lovely hometown of mine...and ...and..Life is good! I think I shall become a bird, that goes to North in Winter and then back this way for Summer.

March is lovely.It's nice to start having a bright and sunny weather.

Saturday, January 8, 2011

As with everything in life that tastes great, there will always be those who argue that coffee is not good for you. Just as adamantly you will have those who are quick to point out the benefits. For myself I tend to take the good and ignore the bad. It is perhaps not the healthiest approach, but it’s the one I like the best because it appeals to my taste buds. I’m a simple person and enjoy the simple pleasures in life.

I know that caffeine is a moderately powerful stimulant but there are still those who will argue. Hah!

Monday, January 3, 2011



Happy New Year to all of us!


I have decided that I will not ignore my blogspot this year.Afterall, I wanna feel ALIVE again after that series of lousy fever,weight loss, pain and the agony of surgery. I will write the entire tale of my Crohn's disease soon.

But later.